Muddy muddy song

Woke me up in a bad mood 

Fell out of bed 

Rolled on the leftover 

Wait, that b**** got me drunk again? 

So everyday I open my eyes 

Look like a shit

Bugs crawl onto my face under two holes

Tongue feels numb

I can’t feel my face 

Where is the halo on my head? By the way

Open the fridge, empty, hungry 

Open the book, ah, alien 

Open the closet, ragged, trash 

Open the TV, f**k, bulls***! 

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I knew the world sucked when I was a child  

Dystocia almost killed me and mom

Never getting married if you are just boy 

Cuz endless fight would knife your son  

They said “sissy why you act like a puss

Your effeminate manner always make us pissed

Go home cry with your friend Molly

Boy Nancy naked on ya’ bed being Dolly”  

You wanna beat me down?

The world wants beat me down 

.......mother******       

I thought those were all my fault 

I thought because I was too slim

I ate ate finally became a fatty

Naively thought I could fit into the party     

I was punched in my f****** face 

I was chocked couldn’t breath

They used all the swears sweared to kill me 

Because I was ugly fat so called girly

I was too afraid to tell my fam

I was hating myself for being who I am

They used all the ways to keep me down

I almost collapsed, suicided, but    

 

* Chorus:

The world is like the Pandora’s box  

Please don’t expect good  

Difficulties always follow 

Don’t ever try to escape

Lemons always taste sour but

Lemonade is sweet 

Grow the heck up I ain’t lying 

You need to get up

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But I did not collapse

But I did not give up on myself  

You know life is a real drama, ha?

But you know all those bad bitches will be finally defeated by heroes. 

Music saved my ass, music is my hero.

What I remember is that those songs really saved me
What I remember is when I first heard Beyonce singing Listen on TV. 

Somehow, tears just came out of my eyes. All my heart, my soul felt so touched.

It’s the feeling of transforming, it’s the feeling of the rebirth. It’s the feeling of getting up.

So I stopped complaining the unfairness cuz life is unfair

So I stopped relying on other people cuz only myself is most reliable

So I stopped pursuing happiness, I create it by my own

I get my own recipe to make lemonade when life gave me lemons. 

I am my own hero.

 

*Chorus

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So  Hero is myself

Hero is myself

Born to be myself

Ha! Thanks to myself

Be who I want to be I ain’t give s**** about you

Do what I want to do I’ve the gut you ain’t got 

Versace Chanel Bvlgari Burberry 

Good life will be mine Good life will be mine  

Fight for my own rights I run my damn world 

I write it I rap it I sing it I slay it 

Thank you all for listening to me 

Take a bow

Let’s sing together 

 

*Chorus